There’s a stomach-churning shift.

I don’t know much these days.
But one thing I do know…
I have absolutely no desire to fly back to Michigan tomorrow.
I don’t have a huge desire to stay here, though, either.
Maybe my plane will make a wrong turn and land me in Prague.
(x-posted from livejournal.)

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We play the game of snakes and ladders.

I was going to just respond to your most recent post, Sofya, but then I realized I might as well make my own post out of it!
I may have been a bit too optimistic as well. While being home is amazing, it is also disheartening. It feels like I never left my friends, but at [...]

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Seeing other people, at least that’s what we say we are doing.

I got to see some of my friends yesterday and it was wonderful.
It somehow feels like I never left home at all, that Michigan is somewhere out of space and time, somewhere not attached to my real life/self. It is very weird.
Of course we hung out at the same place Errol and I did at [...]

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I know these chalk hills will rot my bones.

Yesterday was terrible.
Yesterday basicallly flowed into today because I was too busy convulsing under hospital sheets to fall asleep.
But right now, things feel at least slightly better. Slightly more clear and correct.
I am home, I played/snuggled with Mr. Numnumz and Nelly, ate a delicious home-cooked persian meal, and best of all – am sitting in [...]

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I wrote my feelings down in a rush, didn’t even check the spelling, enclosed the postcard of a painting.

I woke up from Charlie calling me to eat brunch. I woke up from a dream with Errol. I wish I didn’t rush out of bed so quickly so I could remember it now. I had a good brunch, then spent the past two hours tidying the room with Grace. I swear, my mind got [...]

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You may have been made for love, but I’m just made.

This blog may become my new best friend.
I can’t tell you, dear reader, who is most likely Sofya or people interested in magical positions (sexual and otherwise), how much fuckery livejournal has created in the past five years.
But a lot of that is irrelevant now. Presently, I care about the notion that I can say [...]

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Pumpkin Soup. =(

Dear pumpkinsoup.wordpress.com,
YOU BROKE MY HEART.
How could you steal my username, which clearly belongs to me, because even if you were indeed referring to the beautiful ditty by Patrick Wolf, I KNEW ABOUT IT BEFORE YOU DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Other than that, I will be using this blog as an outlet (mainly to Sofya) for whenever I feel like [...]

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