Helene asked me today, “What exactly are you doing?” referring to Errol.
If I knew what I was doing, I wouldn’t be doing this.
I’m sort of a disappointment to myself.
Yet…I can’t wait to see him again tomorrow.
It would be nice if I talked about something other than Errol on here, haha. I guess I never ever [...]
Archive for December, 2008
Wake you up from your hollow dream
Posted in Uncategorized on December 27, 2008 | 1 Comment »
the audio pool.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged dim lights, lovely, magick, me, self-actualization on December 17, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I never did reach self-actualization.
Once, I thought I did.
But now, with all of the travelling, new and old people…places, sounds, smells…
I see that I have too many selves to realize…to harmonize.
Yet on nights like this, reunited with my room, I think otherwise.
The lightbulbs have fused as always, I sit in near darkness, I read the [...]
sorry for not updating much! more to come soon…ish…
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged i saw dolphins, incoherent, jet lag for real, tired on December 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I am so exhausted.
I about cried in the airport during our layover this morning.
I about cried because in my sleeplessness, the thought of the kind man who had just helped me when I dropped all the stuff I was trying to haul about was overwhelming.
Leila said I should cry at the fact that such kindness [...]
Posting!
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged airplanes and airports and transit, end of semester, icky grades, lala land, los angeles on December 11, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Life has been insanely busy. Mostly spent in airports, taking on and off, tyring to sleep through long rides, trying to catch cabs and busses and what have you.
Tuesday was stressful. Even when I was done with EVERYTHING and made it to the airport (note: once I made it to the correct terminal, haw..haw..) I [...]
the world can be kind in its own way.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged stress!!!!!! exams!!!!!!!! longest week ever on December 8, 2008 | 1 Comment »
Hi!
I am updating!
I feel bad for letting this be for livejournal for so long.
I have a very sad, sorry addiction to livejournal. It is the sad, sorry truth, it is.
But anyway, STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
I realized that this past week has been one of the longest of my entire life.
Like, I’m not kidding. Last Sunday feels like ages [...]
