Well. I don’t know about Errol. He is so IS trying to hold onto me, but it is to a weird, vexing point. He calls me at night lately just to say goodnight. Yesterday he was being sort of an arse and then later apologized like a million times when I really wasn’t bothered in [...]
Archive for January, 2009
Spongebob Schwammkopf.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged coffee, deutsch spongebob swimhead, kung-fu-zhun galore on January 27, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I could fill up the lake with all the things I didn’t say.
Posted in Uncategorized on January 22, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Okay, I officially suck at updating this, and I am far too good at updating lj. But not even awesome at that lately.
Honest to gosh, German is fucking swallowing me WHOLE. I keep asking myself WHY I had to challenge myself to this extent when I could have just taken RC Spanish. I thought just [...]
you feel like you’ve been here before.
Posted in Uncategorized on January 15, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve had a weird past few days. The fact that I am really sick (I look like I’m high on uber weed right now…my eyes have been red and puffy and half-open 24/7)…
Well. Let’s start from ehm, Tuesday.
I started feeling sick on Tuesday. I figured I was going to get sick because
1) Errol was sick [...]
you rearrange your mind.
Posted in Uncategorized on January 13, 2009 | 1 Comment »
hay so I tried out that link and it was so confusing and I can only import a month at a time. And I’ve had that journal for way too long so oh well. anyway I manage to (ussually) write completely different posts on each of the journals. In the process though, I made another [...]
Can i just say……
Posted in Uncategorized on January 12, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I REALZED THAT SO MUCH OF THE DREAD I HAVE IS SERIOUSLY JUST DEPENDENT ON WHAT MUSIC IM LISTENING TO.
TURN ON BOARDS OF CANADA…”OH, FUCK…SHIT…FUCK…”
TURN ON THE UNICORNS, “OH HAY YAY YAY YAY NEATO!!!”
this is what music does to us. it’s a beautiful thing. but learn, take the things i say with a grain of [...]
A moment of clarity.
Posted in Uncategorized on January 12, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I have writer’s block. I am using up one of my last old short stories (that I haven’t lost) to turn in for creative writing class (edited with my new age’s wiseness, of course) tomorrow. I spent the past few days writing and rewriting one story in my head for my string of stories on [...]
You were looking like a city of electric light…
Posted in Uncategorized on January 3, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Sofya!
Keep me updated. How was your outing with the boy? I hope it all went well.
I know what you mean about not really wanting to stay at home but especially not wanting to go back to school. Not knowing what you want or where you wanna go. After thought, however, I realized exactly where I [...]
God made mistakes, we threw rocks at the sky.
Posted in Uncategorized on January 2, 2009 | 1 Comment »
Everything’s going to shit.
I feel like I’m losing a lot of my close friends. At the New Year’s party last night, two of them basically talked right in front of my face about how they couldn’t wait to shit talk me.
And I left the party early (as in 2 am) which I’m sure warranted further [...]
