Sofya!
Keep me updated. How was your outing with the boy? I hope it all went well.
I know what you mean about not really wanting to stay at home but especially not wanting to go back to school. Not knowing what you want or where you wanna go. After thought, however, I realized exactly where I want to go…Vienna or Dublin. Or Tel Aviv. Or even Berlin or Budapest, Tokyo or Tibet, Prague or Panama!
I just want to leave this darn country, go somewhere and have a completely alien, culturally-immersive experience. It would make me forget all these trivial dilemmas I’m facing and well, it would be super cool and fun. I’m already considering doing the Study Abroad in Dublin the summer after sophomore year. I crave adventure and excursions!
Otherwise, I am feeling better than my last post. I want to garuntee that I will continue feeling this way by the time I hop onto Tuesday’s flight, but the odds are that I won’t…just knowing how life and emotions and especially my own tend to fluctuate. I am at least kinda excited to start learning again. I will give Michigan that, I love the courses I’ve taken so far and will probably continue to most of the time! I’m really hoping starting the foreign language immersion will help me. I feel like that was really positive, socially, for other RC’ers. Unless of course I hate everyone in my german class. Then it will just stink, haha.
I’m going to go try to catch up on the reading I completely disregarded over break. Naked Lunch, come to mama!
