I am finally home. As in, sitting in my comfy, warm room with only a few lights on so it’s nice and dim, with my sugar ant friends crawling on the desk and my pretty patrick wolf inspired walls smiling at me, listening to The Kinks without a care in the world.
Of course, this carelessness [...]
Archive for February, 2009
Heads of lettuce, hippies, and hooligans.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 24, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
well.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 16, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I just read an amazing book.
And I feel much better than I did earlier today.
I have an extraordinarily busy week. I am not sure how I will make time for homework.
But I really am looking forward to spring break. It will be good. It will re-energize me if I want it to.
I am updating this [...]
i need to rant lfkjdfklkdkjldf
Posted in Uncategorized on February 15, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I really feel like pulling out all of my hair and screaming at the top of my lungs.
And I would if I had an empty forest or something.
The past week was awful.
I am pretty sure things are going to be awful for a while.
I’m not even looking forward to Spring Break because all the plane [...]
She’s got the looks?
Posted in Uncategorized on February 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
You know.
I didn’t take awesome care of my appearance in high school.
But come Senior Year, I tried a bit harder to look nice.
But still not to half the extent as most girls.
Now I am in college, and seem to do even less to enhance my appearance.
I feel like no one around here does much. The [...]
Hi Sofya. I’m copying you!
Posted in Uncategorized on February 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
But I did realize something pretty immense today.
1. I think I involve myself with so much, from UROP to dance, so I can feel more important. I am so unconfident and so self-hating sometimes. While I do find pleasure in many of the things that stress me out, I think I also force myself into [...]
sleep paralysis
Posted in Uncategorized on February 2, 2009 | 1 Comment »
SLEEP PARALYSIS,
though is my drug.
It is strange just how much I enjoy something that most people experience and are scared shitless by.
I guess it’s cause I have had it so many times. I haven’t had it in quite the long while but in my desperately need nap today (despite going to sleep early the past [...]
