I hate being sick.
Why did I have to wake up feeling so sick today.
And my nose is runny, voice almost gone, headache galore.
I had a bad feeling about the Tokyo Police Club show the whole time, because it is causing me to miss two meetings. And I started this cold before buying the tickets. And [...]
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our robot masters will know how to clean this mess up.
Posted in Uncategorized on March 17, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
1/1
Posted in Uncategorized on March 10, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’ve been sitting here thinking I need change. I am always trying to change in one way or another, I seem to go in circles with myself. You see, it isn’t reallyyy change…it is just stressing one aspect of my personality more than another. I guess I have started on this change…I am trying to [...]
Heads of lettuce, hippies, and hooligans.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 24, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I am finally home. As in, sitting in my comfy, warm room with only a few lights on so it’s nice and dim, with my sugar ant friends crawling on the desk and my pretty patrick wolf inspired walls smiling at me, listening to The Kinks without a care in the world.
Of course, this carelessness [...]
well.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 16, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I just read an amazing book.
And I feel much better than I did earlier today.
I have an extraordinarily busy week. I am not sure how I will make time for homework.
But I really am looking forward to spring break. It will be good. It will re-energize me if I want it to.
I am updating this [...]
i need to rant lfkjdfklkdkjldf
Posted in Uncategorized on February 15, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I really feel like pulling out all of my hair and screaming at the top of my lungs.
And I would if I had an empty forest or something.
The past week was awful.
I am pretty sure things are going to be awful for a while.
I’m not even looking forward to Spring Break because all the plane [...]
She’s got the looks?
Posted in Uncategorized on February 6, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
You know.
I didn’t take awesome care of my appearance in high school.
But come Senior Year, I tried a bit harder to look nice.
But still not to half the extent as most girls.
Now I am in college, and seem to do even less to enhance my appearance.
I feel like no one around here does much. The [...]
Hi Sofya. I’m copying you!
Posted in Uncategorized on February 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
But I did realize something pretty immense today.
1. I think I involve myself with so much, from UROP to dance, so I can feel more important. I am so unconfident and so self-hating sometimes. While I do find pleasure in many of the things that stress me out, I think I also force myself into [...]
sleep paralysis
Posted in Uncategorized on February 2, 2009 | 1 Comment »
SLEEP PARALYSIS,
though is my drug.
It is strange just how much I enjoy something that most people experience and are scared shitless by.
I guess it’s cause I have had it so many times. I haven’t had it in quite the long while but in my desperately need nap today (despite going to sleep early the past [...]
Spongebob Schwammkopf.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged coffee, deutsch spongebob swimhead, kung-fu-zhun galore on January 27, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Well. I don’t know about Errol. He is so IS trying to hold onto me, but it is to a weird, vexing point. He calls me at night lately just to say goodnight. Yesterday he was being sort of an arse and then later apologized like a million times when I really wasn’t bothered in [...]
I could fill up the lake with all the things I didn’t say.
Posted in Uncategorized on January 22, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Okay, I officially suck at updating this, and I am far too good at updating lj. But not even awesome at that lately.
Honest to gosh, German is fucking swallowing me WHOLE. I keep asking myself WHY I had to challenge myself to this extent when I could have just taken RC Spanish. I thought just [...]
